亲爱的朋友

别在自责了

听到你这样让我不知该如何是好 好心疼
一方哭着的你 又是否知道另一方听着的人也在哭
不是因为同情你 而是此刻的心情我明白

放宽视野 适量斟酌 知足常乐 就好了
增值自己 让别人更珍惜自己是好事
但别忘了 你还有我们啊~
过分的克制 对自己会有反效果
顺其自然就好了

加油~
我们啊~ 总该是 经一事 长一智
跌一跌 是成长毕经的路

如果你愿意 永远都是你最好的聆听者
You matter to me~!

Introspection

Well. is time to concentrate on study..REALITY~ @__@
CNY over..holidays over..no more excuse for myself...
Sober Up~!!

Sometimes a moment of quiet introspection is good for examining your thoughts and feelings
think twice before starting to answer or giving explanation
questioning what is going on, thinking about the consequences of an action
should start taking responsibilities for and hold my words

Yesh~! I'm on the way in growing up...
Tomorrow and future still has a long long journey to go....

You are a trustworthy person i could turn to for sharing and advice if i were having problems.

motivation

Always having feeling that my workload is overwhelming recently, seriously need motivation~!!
I am currently losing direction and passion in pursuing my studies...T____T

I know it is not going to be an easy path right now,
however someday in future it's going to be worth it.

I am a slow walker, and having weak comprehensive ability,
have to spend longer time than others in understanding what you have taught,
hope you do not lose your patience in teaching me and willing to giving me a helping hand.

I promise i'll work it out as much as possible,
and for sure i'll never walk backwards because i trust myself that i can do it well ~!

Small daily improvements are the motivation to keep me moving forward in order to achieve a better achievement.

NEVER GIVE UP~!!!
 I should keep my motivation and passion burning all the time~!

thank you so much~!

ACCA i'm coming~!

Is time to make up my mind of not thinking that ACCA is a tough subject, 

yet it is very interesting and challenging. 

Difficulty in forming sentences when doing case study though i know the main points. 

What should i do rather than just letting my marks sneak from my fingers? 

Of Course is improving my English~! there is no other ways out except i keep strengthening my English foundation.

For me it is not compete or compare between each others, i understand that my English is really bad and weak enough especially when i can't form the sentences while I know the answer actually.  

It  really makes me fed up and realized that English is very very very important. 

Yesh~! I should overcome and start growing up from my mistakes. 

Fighting~!!!

Let's enjoy these two songs...not bad lor~~

忘了我也不錯

變成陌生人

I don't like you keep repeating to me

it shows i'm so so so not credible

i promise i'll hold my words, but y?

怎会不心疼， 怎么会发生？

让单纯与天真 在梦想里豢养着 

就算哭 也会带着笑

hmm~realize ? haah

Jealousy in a relationship is actually quite normal. 
A little jeaousy is one way of showing how much you love your significant other.
On the other hand, however, 
too much jealousy signifies a lack of trust in your partner and may break a happy union.

sien~~~~

10/09 (tues)
doing the same task~ FILING..~!!
i think it is an important fundamental for us...as for future audit purpose can know where to trace back....
am i correct? haha~

wad a rainy day...T___________T
i thought most of colleagues will be going back home late...
mana tau~ they want back earlier....
aiks~...that time was 6.20pm...they say want closed ady...
but then actually my mom still stuck in traffic jam nearby damansara...
the earliest she can reach puchong is around 8.30pm...@__@
i have no choice...pretend my mom came and wait downstairs ald...
so i go pappa rich there and wait wait wait..
finally~ mommy reached~!! yahoo~
i know she very very tired, my sis too...and me as well~
cos lot things happened these few days....Zzzzzz...~

my grandpa entered hospital, he high blood pressure till 200 ++...geng nia~
he fall down, duwan ppl take care him...nao gai~
aiks~ my grandma sick also...
my youngest sis PMR..., my elder sis fall sick also...keep kena feng mo
and me working,
at the end, mommy is the most most tired person, cos rush here rush there...
aiks..~ pity her...
love u ~...must take care yourself also ya....<3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

intern

04/10/2012 （thu）
continuing my expense audit..
actually i still not really understand what document should i trace or vouch...
I did not really being told and explained by any one of the colleagues..
and what i did is...just keep blindly follow last year steps to do my audit...
i know it is not good for me..but then i'm not dare to ask more...of course i still got ask some lar..

05/10/2012
today doing same thing also...cos i havent finished lor..~
Mr yap brought me out..
for what?
haha~ stay in car cos MIA there no parking...LOL~
MIA is located somewhere in Brickfield...

fnally i finish my expense audit...and now continue zap my file...and those receipt..
T_______________T
cos i really dunno how to classify them....aiks..~
after that sure as me to key in those data...
again...i dunno what 's their entry already.,~!
haha

intern life start lor~~~~

其实没想抱怨什么
四个字 “习惯就好”
不等了~ 期待些什么？傻的~

today onward have to rajin rajin update my blog lor~
maybe everyday, or one-third....hhaa~
because ...
have to write weekly and monthly report for my internship..@__@
and also can for review review purpose..haha ^___^

 

01/10/2012 (monday)
first day working , feel excited yet worried...
aiks~ first time do in a chartered accountant firm, sure worried lar..~
some more i not really understand all those audit and accounting stuff..~

feel like something missing...no one can share my feeling..
cos i'm the only one keep asking colleugue how to do, what is that or anything...
one of my partner - MS. CHONG XIN YI fall sick wor~ not coming to work...
left me alone there.... T__T
but then never mind,
LEN SHAN MEI is time for you to be independent already...haha
YES~ I'M~!

today i learned statutory audit - means is "STAT audit" ,
it is the 1st step in doing audit, purpose is to ensure if company meet with the gov requirement.
learning lot of FORMs such as Form 44, Form 48A, Form 32A...etc...
prepare some supporting document for this STAT audit...


02/10/2012 (tuesday)
erm~ feel good...
cos my partner came to work lar~~~
hhaa~ at least some one to share my feeling and can ask her if i dunno...
felt glad having a good friend working together....
(but then any argument in future den dunno yet lar...dun think something negatively 1st...
at least now very very good and comfortable work with her....hahaa....)

today continue my STAT audit work for another 3 companies...
so in total i have done 4 companies' STAT audit..not much,
but at least i starting to make used on it..and quite smooth in doing that...haha^__^
feel bit released....

however, during half way one of the colleague ask me do the filing stuff from a messy plastic bag,
that client want company do the accounting for his company,
that client never keep those invoices , voucher and so forth properly and in sequence,
so my job is to rearrange and file all those paper according month and types of document,
after that have to do voucher payment , UBS and others accounting treatment...

once finish listened to that,
i panic and again i feel worried..~
cos wad?
cos i forgot everything lor..~
it doesn't alike with what we have learned in degree and Form 5,
but is same with Form 4 syllabus...
cos all of the documents have to trace back through the real document but not statement...
@___@
feel working life is not easy ~~

but then sure can cope with it de....haha^__^
it takes time lor..~


03/10/2010 （wednesday）
today i start doing those filing ,
i spend almost 3/4 day to finish rearrange by dates only...
haven't started arrange it by types and branches...T___T
still got lot waiting me to do....hhaa~~~>3<

at the same time,
another colleague call me and ahma to do expenses audit and sales audit...
when she started to explain,
DIE~
i completely dunno what she talking about....
i dunno where should i start from...i dunno how to do it...~
GOSH~
i need help..!!!!
erm..~ this case quite rushing cos it need to be handed up to gov by the end of this month..
means wad?
we have to rush also lor..~ some more i know ZERO!!!
hhahaaaaa~~ totally not funny~!!!

JIA YOU , LEN SHAN MEI~!!!
AZA AZA fighting~

not only me lar..~ but everyone in intern and in study~~~
FIGHTING TOGETHER with our passion~!!!!

intern with close friend really not bad by the way, at least we still can trust each other and express our opinion...from my side, really feel good.~ haha~ we exchange our working experience as our task area are not same, perhaps exchange sale and expense audit...and facing different scenario in doing STAT audit~...
actually this is my feeling only lar...(how my partner feel, i do not really know...but i think she okya de....haha~)

HAVE A NICE DAY~!

sometimes feel like going to run away

but then cannot lar of course~

have to be responsible ...

hhaa~

I MISS STUDY LIFE~

嗯~

REALITY~!

I am here to write something.
can guarantee it is not a good news, but a bad news instead ~!
Feel quite fed up and frustrated...

What feeling should I have?
How should I describe?
Who understand ? Who care?

ANS:
NOBODY indeed ~!

Aiks~
you should be understood now~!
it is call reality..~!
is somehow distinct from expectation....

So ,
the only way is overcome your shortcoming~!!

PLEASE START TO IMPROVE IT....

IT IS A MUST, NO MORE EXCUSE FOR YOURSELF, PLEASE..~!!!!