~sorry~

haiz...
again and again~
why i become like this? why i like to cry?
is it my fault?
actually i know they are playing with me,
but the time they said like that...
although i said nevermind...but actually i felt want to cry..
i don't know why..? maybe is scared?
and i can't think anything...my brain was blank..
hopefully i have controlled it well..
haha^^just that the tears stay inside my eyes..
so pro ye??~~
but after that i felt very down..just keep quiet there...

erm...
but then if what they said is truth,
then what can i do? what should i do..?
i really can solve it and find another 1? or...
maybe i will cry on the spot ba...
haiz...i really scared if that's the truth...
anyway i hope they will never know it..
xP